At my lowest:

• I wanted to get out of the pit just so I could help others get out too. But I’d admit I haven’t actually realised this commitment. I just ask people how they feel and try to listen to everyone.
• I did not want to give anyone the pleasure to know that I gave up, that I could not take it anymore. That they won.
• I’d prefer to not cause suffering to my loved ones.

Now, I think life is both a gift and a responsability. And, right now, I want to fulfill this responsability I have towards others.

Anyways, I wish you all an existence that is worth going through.

Exactly. It’s just people don’t want to take responsability for the decisions they are able to make.

A bit offtopic, but, are SMS free on the US?

Indeed, in my country SMS are not used at all. Too expensive compared to alternatives.